fate

fate can be a such a bitch. 
fate hovers over your shoulder, just out of site...you can feel it there waiting. 
waiting till your guard is down.
waiting till youre happy.
waiting till you have something tangible in your life.
then fate swoops in and destroys it all.
for those of us destined to be miserable, fate always hovers.
pushing you down. 
pushing everyone you love, everyone who loves you away.
fate lets you get a glimpse of what could be,
what happiness looks like
feels like
tastes like
but it wont let you get too close
it teases you
tempts you
tortures you
theres no escape from it
why do i keep fighting
im tired
im too tired to keep fighting
i cant do it anymore
fate, you win