I am...

I am...
tired of  being who you want me to be
tired of  being anxious over...what???
tired of  lying so others don't worry
tired of  taking care of everyone
tired of  being nothing to you
tired of  wanting it to be over
tired of  never  getting  a hug
tired of  not sleeping enough
tired of  sleeping too much
tired of  feeling  worthless
tired of  a one sided  love
tired of  the panic attacks
tired of  you ignoring me
tired of  feeling hopeless
tired of  hiding my tears
tired of  not being seen
tired of pretending
tired of forgetting
tired of being me
tired of the pain
tired of burning
tired of cutting
tired of hiding
tired of being
tired.