trouble

so what do you do when you feel the whole world is closing in on you and there is nowhere to go? nowhere to turn? do you stay where you are, not making a move hoping that trouble will pass you by? do you take the chance that trouble will not realize youre not moving and stay as well? or do you make the move, knowing that trouble will be there waiting? stay here with trouble or go there with trouble? do you meet it head on and hope for the best? or do you give in and pray that it will be over soon?

i know trouble is here...and trouble told me it would meet me where im going...i cant win in this game that trouble has created...

ive burdoned everyone with this trouble too much as it is...i cant keep doing this to them...i cant keep relying on them to help me through...i have to do this, but God help me, i dont know how...i cant beat him...i cant win...